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"Syg..syg adalah yg t’baik bg bie..syg sentiasa dlm ingatan bie..syg yg sentiasa buat bie happy..syg satu satunya dlm hati bie..you are my love my heart my soul myeverything..mmmuuaahhhkkksss.." (sms sent to her)



andai dapat ku rakam suaramu tika kau katakan "bie.. i love you"...akan ku dengar setiap hari..dikala ini aku hanya terdengar dengar sahaja kata katamu itu setiap hari dari ingatanku dan ianya hadir dlm mimpiku..dan airmata ini berguguran kerna rindukan semua itu..aku terima jika kau ingin terus menghukumku seperti ini..namun kau tidak mampu meruntuhkan tembok cintaku yang sgt kuat yang terbina dlm hati ini..maaf kau mmg takkan bisa merobohkannya, kerna cintaku padamu sangat teguh..diduga seperti mana sekalipun takkan menggugatku untuk terus bertahan dengan cinta ini..kau tetap yang terbaik untukku selama lamanya..

LILYLOVESMIRA always and forever and ever...

wrote with tears~~ T_T

i can't sleep

syg, bie tak boleh tidur..asyik teringat kat syg je...bie rindu nak dgr suara syg ckp "bie i love you"..bie rindu nak dgr syg ketawa...bie rindu nak dgr suara manja syg...




mood: menanggung rindu yang teramat sgt dan counting the days to meet her...

miscall

my syg, sorry...bie dah menyusahkan syg..bie asyik miscll syg..yelah phone dah kena block..kesian syg, dpt gf yang pokai cmni smpai menyusahkan syg..pulak tu bila syg call, bie tak dpt nak angkat..sbb dlm kelas..giler nak angkat?lectrr depan mata..nak buka fb pun tak boleh (selalu dlm kelas buka fb senang), ni lectrr asyik pandang je..perghhh 3 jam tue..mcm cacing kepanasan dok dlm kelas..pastu kena concentrate je..lepas abis kelas ke trus bie miscll, syg plak lmbt return balik..pagi2 bie bangun dpt miscll..lepas abis kelas, bie trus tumbang..dah penat sgt..huhu..sorry syg...sorry sgt2..rindu sgt2 gf bie ni..jgn lah merajuk lagi...bie dah tak nak ingt perkara yang lepas..mcm2 yang terjadi  tidak satu pun meruntuhkan tembok cinta bie yang teguh utk syg...loveyou syg!!!
 p/s: siang td pun tak angkat sbb dlm lib tgh diskas

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cepat betul hati syg berubah kan...dah la syg berhubung balik dgn dia..tiba2 ada hubungan pulak dgn orang lain..ye bie sedar bie tak layak pada syg...sbb tu syg dah ada org lain..bie ni mmg tak ada apa2..tak punyai apa2..moga awak bahagia..saya tetap cintakan awak..hati saya tak pernah berubah..dalam hati saya cuma awak wpun berjuta kali awak sakiti hati saya..saya tetap sygkan awak..

missing you sgt2 tau

syg, bie nak call syg..tp bie fikir juga bil telefon nie..bie pendam je rindu ni... bie rindu sgt2..tiap2 hari tgk gmbr syg kat lappy..kat phone..waiting for your sms..hmmm.. bie jugak kesian kat syg..smpai 300 monthly spend on hphone..(boleh byr sewa kandang kambing kot 300 tue :p)

photo by flickr

doushiyou?? Oh God, help me..i just wanna her smile, i just wanna her laugh, i just wanna her happy.. :)

menunggu

 untuk awak yang jauh dimata dekat dihati..saya riiiiiiinnnnnnnddduuuuuuuuuuuu awak sgt2...hanya awak dalam hati saya Mira...mmuuaaaaaaaaahhh..lagu untuk awak..

dropping rain to my mira

Smiling as you say goodbye

you said to me "be happy, as though nothing wrong"

looking your back as you walked away

i prayed you wouldn't cry because of me

if i see the flowing tears

i can't go, i can't let you go

because the rain was falling

it was really okay

i couldn't see your tears

it was really okay

it's all right

i couldn't hold you back

cause the rain that could wiped out all the painful memories in your heart was falling down

time passed, you thought you could forget

it seemed as if nothing was alive

looking your back when you walk away

even today the rain fall down

i tried to stop your tears that were flowing

but it's impossible for me to make you smile

because the rain was falling

it was really okay

i couldn't see your tears

it was really okay

it's all right

i couldn't hold you back

cause the rain that could wiped out all the painful memories in your heart was falling down

don't go, don't leave

i'll say these words to your heart

because your heart was crying and the rain was falling

because my heart was crying, my tears fall down

because i loved you

i couldn't hold you back

i'll embrace the sorrow in your clear and gentle life

i thought i might become the rain

Happy 1st month

happy first month syg..bie tau syg lupa..kambing utara memang lupa bab bab cmni..kan kan..
i remember last month when it was the first time i hear your voice said that three words " I LOVE YOU"..when i hear that, i asked myself..am i dreaming?no i'm not..and i knew it truly from your heart..and i really appreciated it with reply i love you too syg..

photo by Martin

bie tau bie selalu busy..tapi bie tak pernah lupa syg wpun sesaat..bie sentiasa ingt syg..bie mmg sepatutnya pendam kan saja rasa cinta bie daripada bgtau syg, sbb bie tak mampu bahagiakan syg apabila memiliki syg..sbb bie selalu busy..bie tahu syg marah..sbb tu bie akur jika syg dah ada orang lain..bie yakin orang tu mesti bahagiakan syg, sentiasa ada masa utk syg, sentiasa bg perhatian pada syg..bie ni penuh kekurangan..

i'm the one in a million

what a happy day today..she told me that i'm the one in a million..ye lah dia kan ramai peminat...org cantik kan..siapa lah kite ni kan kan kan...huhu..

pic by jack

quote of the day

" awak terima saya jd gf awak pun saya dh rasa bertuah :)"    (MG, sms)

mood: love love love

sorry syg

9.00am at the library, she called me..i picked the phone up..asking me what time i back after the open house at putrajaya..because i went to putrajaya yesterday to attend the open house invitation by ministry..yes i back early last night,  but i was so tired and online for a while to see her in fb, just to see HER..then i offline to sleep..goshh what happened to my left leg early morning..crame!!i couldn't move my leg and just screaming..but this time was not so pain compared to previous..it seems that i can't sleep without blanket..

pic by claudio

back to the story, when she call, i feel like she hesitated with me..hmm..is it my mistakes because i didn't sms her just after i reached uia last night? hmmm..sorry syg if this could make you hurt..i was so tired..

hug and kiss

harini hujan, sejuk sgt..kan best kalau dapat peluk kekasih hati saya..
peluk dia kiss dia sampai dia terlena dalam pelukanku..bisakah ini berlaku?atau hanya anganku?
love you so much syg...hanya Mira dihatiku..mmmuuaahhhhh...

pic courtesy to Flickr

p/s: tak dapat bayangkan if kambing KL kiss kambing Utara.. eh apsal tetiba kambing plak..tanya Mira :p

T_T

although there are lot things i want to say..i couldn't voice it out. i wanna say i love you..but i know you won't believe me.every little thing i say, you never believe me.what you only do is blame me and say i lie, and I'm not lying..for how many times i should defend myself to tell you that i'm not lying? so silent is my action now and my tears is my best friend now..i can't do anything, except..missing you everyday and see you in my phone before i close my eyes every night. it's really hurt..isn't it? and one more thing, you said that u never care what i want to do..yes..that's the words..i know who i am in your heart..i'm nothing to you..i'm not good enough for you..that is why you never care what i do and about me. what can i do if u said so?i can't do nothing..i could not force you to love me, to care me..that was your decision.
everyday, i just question my self about you..i'm wondering what are you doing right now, if you go out at late night, what time you back at home..does it safe for you to be there..what you eat, when you wake up..i miss all the moments.
O Allah..please..i want to make her happy..can anybody help me to stop crying?no..only her..
O Allah, can i make her happy?no..or maybe.because i was even fail make her happy during her birthday a few days ago...does she love me?i do not know.does she miss me?i do not know.or she may have someone there..that is why she ignoring me now..

missing you Mira

terasa angin bayu selepas hujan ini nyaman..senyamannya cinta pada dia..hmm, bagaikan bayu itu adalah utusan rindu dari dia..yang terasa di pipi ini ciumannya..sayang, rindu sangat padamu..andai sayap garuda mampu ku pinjam, ingin saja terbang ke sana menemuinya..Mira, i miss you so much..mmmmmuuuaaaahhhhhkkksssss..(ciuman ini sangat lazim dlm sms..hehe)